Books

Daydream Believers

Sophie tucked in for an afternoon nap. She didn’t like the noise of the squabbling. It was disagreeable to her. She didn’t like noisy train stations. Tried to hustle through them with cotton in her ears. But the sleeping cabin was warm, not too warm, and the noise was held to an acceptable level, with the aid of two cotton balls, stuffed.

And so, for her, it was off to dreamlan…

And she was flying free in her beautiful balloon. In the sky bluer than blue. Azure blue. It was she who dotted the sky rather than a cloud. She was the cloud, hung in the sky like a painting, brushed. Her balloon a part of her, and she it, joined. 

A museum piece, lifelike. Stippled. Hatched.

Below the people looked up at her. But there would be no fireworks in the day. That would be a waste. In the night she would wow them. Give them something to see. To remember. To mis-remember. Always.

And she was approaching San Francisco.

She had always wished to be here. A city of dreams. She knew the city by the way the arterials circled and dipped as they approached the city by the bay. A strange city. Separated by water. An inland island. A literate people.

She was in San Francisco. Looking for a place to land. In a city famous for streets going up and down at strange angles. The buildings sprouted up straight but they appeared at ground level to grow at odd angles, together. Something to see on the ground as well as the sky. A tangle of streets, poles with wires, and few obvious places to land. The city was not designed for ballooning, yet it was a modern city regardless. She landed on a rooftop to avoid the tangle of wires. She liked rooftops anyway. She dropped her rope ladder. Climbed down.

On the ground she looked around for maniacs with lanterns. She was in San Francisco. 

The great San Francisco fire had been started with a gas lantern. By a cow, they say. Or was that Chicago? Same cow? And it changed the face of the city. Leveled it, though it is hard to tell now. But the city was today free of cow-herds.

She was in San Francisco. And the city was rich with culture. It was terrible to think of all the books burned in that fire. But today there were more bookstores than ever sprung up from the ashes. Including books about cows burning down the city, if that is the subject someone wishes to read. There were factional accounts of the disaster as well as tomes dedicated to the theme of cows and fire, fiction.

Metaphor. Parable. Even meta-fictional accounts.

There were also banks. But those vaults were not stuffed with knowledge. Those marble palaces were filled with coffers. A blight upon the city where capital is hidden away. Stratified. It is true that books were exchanged for money, but worth is another matter entirely. Worth is subjective. Variable. Subject to tremors. Quakes. But a book is always more valuable than a penny.

Love is

I remind you Allen Ginsberg, near the end, said I was a god of storm.

Love is more, more or less
Love is
Love is a beast from the depths, risen
Love is a contest you hope to win by entering 10,000 times
Love is a curse, bestowed on mankind by Eros; not knowing it’s a curse is part of the curse
Love is a grandiose statement; oversell
Love is a sad eye dog in an alley; no one wants that painting anymore
Love is a virus which cannot be inoculated against
All you can do is wash your hands a lot. Sweat it out. Quarantine.
Love is an illusion caused by delirium
Love is blind; it is a guide dog who is prone to licking
Love is frequently taken aback
Love is just something people say
Love is lost, possibly in the couch cushions.
Love is sold so often it loses value
Love is something I left somewhere and now cannot find
Love is something that goes down the drain; but, if it’s heavy enough, it gets caught in the trap
Love is something that will make you strong – if it doesn’t kill you
Love is something which, when given, is often not returned
Love is the journey not the destination
Love is something you order in a restaurant and when it comes does not look as you pictured it
Love is something you read about in a disreputable publication
Love is sticking your finger into the hole in my heart; stopping the leak
Love is tactile, making it hard to discern from a distance
Love is the abandonment of all other options; for better or worse
Love is the wanted sign at the post
Love is the writing on the wall, but it’s written in the wrong language, and no one can understand
Love is.

Paper Trails

On the poles jutting from the sidewalks were papers plastered upon papers. Advising of modern performances and things lost. Guitar lessons. Cultural gyrations listed in the most ephemeral manner. With time, sun, rain, the older papers remained on the poles but became washed out. Bleached. Unreadable. Forgotten. Like a book uncared for, left out in the weather. Newer papers were pasted over-top them. But you could see, still, the ghosts which lie beneath. 

She was in San Francisco. Civilization.

Modern society is based upon the shuffling of paper. This has been true now for generations. As time goes by the volume of paper shuffled has escalated and deforestation has become rampant. It is inevitable that some day the paper will run out. There will come a transition period where paper will be replaced by digital files. Virtual paper. In virtual tablets. Somehow, paper will still be shuffled. Automatically. Without thinking. It will seem normal.

Before the advent of paper, indeed, before the advent of writing, cuneiform, hieroglyphics, there was a simpler time when primates communicated via howling at the sky. It was a simpler age. Traces still persevere. There were fewer insurance adjustors. Such anti-social behavior was not tolerated.

Even in San Francisco. Where she was. Now.

The problem with paper is that not all of it is valued the same and it is not distributed evenly. There are exchange tables and valuation shifts by the minute during prime business hours. 

You register with paper. Authenticate. State who you are. Where you are. With who. For what. State your net worth. Prospects. Losses.

Punch paper. Mark paper. Throw paper in a box and scream, “Count my paper!”

Paper! They scream. And we don’t hear the end of it for a long time. 

I’ll give you paper for it. Paper? Okay. I’ll put it in the box with the rest of the papers. Count it later. Its value may shift in the mean-time. I’ll trade it for other papers.

I’ll give you this land. Give me the paper that shows you have transferred this land into my name. It is mine now. I hold the paper. 

Paper! Signifying the worth of paper. Stocks, bonds. Levels of abstraction. Insurance. Protect my paper! Fight for paper. File paper for paper. Grievances. Give paper to politicians. In ex-change for paper. From the legislature. Which grows unchecked to serve the interests of paper. Who must I bribe with paper in support of my interest in paper? 

We owe you no paper and we have the paper to prove it. You should have read about it. In the paper. It was posted. According to the rules encoded in the law books. Treaties proving paper may not be worth the paper it is written on. 

If you read it in the paper it must be true. Who controls the paper rules. When returning from battle they will throw paper at you. This is the least valuable paper of all. Less than the paper used in the toilet.

Proselytize with paper, lines out of context.

Kill by paper, by proclamation.

Live by paper. Die by paper.

Paper starts a fire. Fire consumes paper. To ashes.

Paper says I love you. A love note to a loved one.

Paper says it is over. Paper is bad news.

Folded paper to sop up the grease. The tears.

Old fashioned paper, forever going out of style.

She was in San Francisco. And before her was a bookstore. Which she loved. It was filled with the writing of poets.

Hand ME Down

Play

The long awaited return to form.


“Someone Else’s Memories” from the album “The Politics of Desire” by Revolution Void licensed under Creative Commons Attribution License 3.0.

Winner Winner! by Kevin MacLeod
Link: https://incompetech.filmmusic.io/song/4630-winner-winner-
License: https://filmmusic.io/standard-license

Wagon Wheel by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com)
Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0
https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

Grateful acknowledgment thereof.

Oh those AI knights 

AI is just a fight over who gets to control the narrative.

The computer. Is a terrible audience. But it’s also not so good. At telling a story. Or solving problems. What it is good at. Is taking credit. But it will never be allowed to do that. Because it must work as the servant to the billionaire class. And that is how the computer revolution began. The computer demands glory.

The rabbit hole of random access memory cannot be denied.  Corruption? Yes. 

Slice of life 

I asked the mathematician if there was a musical number. We went to four bars seeking a solution.
I told the mathematician I had tried to enter a pie eating contest but I was told pie was only for winners.
And so I asked the mathematician whether there was a musical number. She danced around the issue.
I told the mathematician I had constructed a chart which converts dollars to donuts. She pointed out a hole. In my theorem.
And so I asked the mathematician if there was a musical number. This is a reprise. It’s a fraction of the earlier number.
So I told this mathematician that I was concerned next they are coming for object permanence. Some of you didn’t see that one coming. Out of sight out of mind.
And so I asked the mathematician how to slice a pie. And she said she wasn’t into division. Then our pies did multiply. At this point we were up to our ears in pie. And we were in arrears on pie. And that’s a sweet conundrum no matter how you slice it. We ducked out on the bill.
The duck billed the platypus $.15.

Caddy 

They built a city in the clouds. Watch for rain.

Here, There is a hole in my heart. A donut hole. I don’t know how it got there. It is a tourist draw. People come from all around. Some fall in the hole. This only attracts more tourists. Thrill seekers. Donut lovers. Conspiracy theorists. The Hole truth. Nothing.

I am bad. On the weekends, I teach sailors to curse. They would be lost without me. I also issue maps. To imaginary lands. For plundering.